主题：【原创】早年对自杀的想法 -- 大懒虫1号
家园 人家被你吓到了~~~
家园 我不想鄙视轻易放弃生命的人,只是为他们惋惜 惋惜他们因为一时的冲动做出了无可弥补的错误决定.想必通过思考,他们都会发现生命的宝贵进而热爱生命的吧.
家园 长期在心理不正常的状态下，自杀是很自然的想法； 尤其是性格敏感的人;
觉得,如果懂得自我释放压力,就不会冲动走极端;
家园 看了有说不出的难过啊。 
家园 握握手, 我也有类似经历... 也是个乐观的人,但安静的时候还会忧伤的.因为记忆是无法抹杀的, 只是被藏在了心的深处.我不自杀多半是觉得不甘心, 自然也有怕的成份的.
家园 有一个方法可以不再为此忧伤， 那就是：感谢所有的一切。
用感激或感动去替代忧伤，这样，快乐随时都会洋溢出来。。。
家园 生死 也许每个人都考虑过生死的问题，我也思考过，也跟朋友谈论过。我觉得人的生命有时是很脆弱的，不是我们自己可以决定得了的。
一个朋友的妈妈今天要做手术，因为脊柱上长了肿瘤，这几天朋友总是焦急得难以入睡，对这种高危手术忐忑不安。她说妈妈平时是多么注意锻炼身体，多么注意饮食，几乎连感冒都没有的，现在却面临生死抉择。这时候人显得那么脆弱无奈。
我觉得既然我们现在活着就让自己活得快乐，将来是难以预测的。珍惜身边的亲人，珍惜与他们在一起的现在。
我的朋友送给我一首歌：
Don't give up
in this proud land we grew up strong
we were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail
no fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my face, I've changed my name
but no one wants you when you lose
don't give up
'cos you have friends
don't give up
you're not beaten yet
don't give up
I know you can make it good
though I saw it all around
never thought I could be affected
thought that we'd be the last to go
it is so strange the way things turn
drove the night toward my home
the place that I was born, on the lakeside
as daylight broke, I saw the earth
the trees had burned down to the ground
don't give up
you still have us
don't give up
we don't need much of anything
don't give up
'cause somewhere there's a place
where we belong
rest your head
you worry too much
it's going to be alright
when times get rough
you can fall back on us
don't give up
please don't give up
'got to walk out of here
I can't take anymore
going to stand on that bridge
keep my eyes down below
whatever may come
and whatever may go
that river's flowing
that river's flowing
moved on to another town
tried hard to settle down
for every job, so many men
so many men no-one needs
don't give up
'cause you have friends
don't give up
you're not the only one
don't give up
no reason to be ashamed
don't give up
you still have us
don't give up now
we're proud of who you are
don't give up
you know it's never been easy
don't give up
'cause I believe there's the a place
there's a place where we belong
家园 我有一个自认为不错的方案 在某个大雪的日子，独自走到雪原中，走的十分累后，找一块相对舒服的地方。吃下安眠片。
家园 事实上，喜欢到原野上走的人，都是敬重生命热爱生命的：）
家园 真是没想到 大懒虫给我的感觉是蹦蹦跳跳特开心的那种人，想不到会有这种经历。我除了有时候烦得要死，基本上没动过死的念头。所以还是祝你生日快乐吧
家园 没有想到还有和我同样想法的人 这些死法，在过去我都想过。并且准备实行过。不过你还少说了一样就是开煤气。我当时的想法就是开煤气之前先吃安眠药。这样就不会感觉到痛苦和苦难了。可是后来我想到我的家人。我死了以后他们怎么办？所以我想等到他们都走了以后，我在去。等到这个世上在也没有让我感到留恋的人和事的时候。我在去死。
不过我不像你，在有的时候我一直觉的死也是一种解脱。
关键词(Tags): #死亡和自杀，